3H1P is a blogging project wherein three heathens (Ziztur, Flimsy and Petter) and one pastor (Keith) answer questions posed by readers of the blog and discuss various issues related to religion, philosophy, science, etc. If you have a question that you'd like to see answered by 3H1P, ask it in the comment box. We promise we'll probably get to it. The following is Pastor Keith's response to this question:
What are your feelings toward death (in other words, what happens when you die)?
I'm not a huge fan of death. I could do without it. But, like Anton Chigurh, it just keeps coming regardless of whether or not I approve. So I vacillate between fearing and running from death like
Llewelyn Moss, or accepting its insatiability and living my short life to the full like Sheriff Bell. To state the obvious, my feelings toward death are not positive.
"What happens when we die?" is a unique question. Most questions have right and wrong answers. We can research, and change our answer if what we learn suggests a change is needed. However, with the question of what happens when we die, we discover the truth at a point where it is impossible for us to make any changes based on this information. This isn't a setup to Pascal's wager. This is simply an admission that the answer to this question only comes at the point where it's impossible to go back and trade our answer for the correct one. Though this fact sucks, to accept it is far wiser than to war against it.
The good news for this blogger is that I can say anything I want and you can't prove me wrong. I can recommend that at death we come face-to-face with the Flying Spaghetti Monster and loyal Pastafarians are ushered into an eternal paradise, where those who failed to worship him are crushed until they resemble that "marinara sauce" fast food chains give out with their mozzarella sticks- and you couldn't prove me wrong. So, I'm offering the idea that at death everyone who hasn't given me enormous sums of money is going to be tortured for eternity … yeah, that sounds about right. Now, of course, you don't have to give me an enormous sum of money, but you don't want to face an eternity of being crushed into marinara and find that you should have, now do you? Do you?!?
For me the question of what happens when we die is tied to other deep and difficult-to-answer questions like "Why are we here?" So allow me the opportunity to step back and try to give a long answer to a straight-forward question.
I am forever dumbfounded that something rather than nothing exists. While I do not understand everything about how this universe exists, I am currently persuaded – through my current scientific understanding, my present confidence in the Kalam cosmological argument, and other reasons – that this universe began to exist. The theory I currently prescribe to proposes that a causeless, necessary agent caused this universe to exist.
This persuasion that a necessary being caused this temporal universe suggests that this necessary being must be personal. If a personal being caused this temporal universe, then the reason for which that being caused the universe would also be temporal.
That temporal reason or purpose would seemingly be something the causeless agent could not achieve without that temporal creation. To me, it would otherwise be pointless to cause such a temporal universe. This train of thought leads me to consider what kind of things a causeless agent would be unable to achieve.
Admittedly, the long leaps in logic get even longer for me here … but today I still find these leaps to be shorter than others available to me. If tomorrow, I should find a more logical approach, I will be persuaded by it. One thing a causeless agent would still be unable to achieve is objectivity. Therefore, it is logical to consider if this universe exists to provide objectivity. If the universe would provide objectivity in a way a causeless, necessary being could not, it is sensible for us to consider why such a being would cause something objective to exist. In my life, the times I see objectivity most desired are in the areas of education (where something is objectively proven) or in the area of justice (where someone is convicted or set free based on the decision of an objective judge or jury). If this is the case, then this universe is an objective testing ground, perhaps a jury of sorts.
If this caused universe is intended to serve as an objective testing ground, I propose that this universe exists to test the competing theories of love and hate. The twin forces identified by these words are the most powerful I have experienced in my lifetime. The tension between these two forces is carried in memes and narratives of love versus hate stretching across cultures and throughout time.
I have been asked before, "Is God good because He achieves a standard of goodness that is outside Himself ... or is God good because He is powerful and whatever He considered good would be considered good and we would be unable to access any standard of goodness outside of that?" This is a good question ... one that hides a charge. This question alleges that it is possible that God is only good because He is powerful, rather than because He actually is good. Such a question could only be answered by an objective test ... or the assembling of an objective jury. Such a test should show whether love or hate is good, and whether goodness is just a matter of power. If I am correct that a causeless being caused this universe in order to test said being's confidence that love is better than hate, then I propose that such a being is characterized by what I call love (which builds up and openly welcomes exploration) rather than by what I call hate (which destroys and tolerates no questioning).
My faith tradition upholds the view that God welcomes challenge and appeals to this universe as an objective testing grounds. A reading of the first chapters of Job reveals Satan accusing God of showing favoritism ... that Job's life of love exists only because God has unreasonably filled his life with good things. God takes this accusation seriously and allows measures to be taken to assure that objectivity is maintained. God allows Satan to test if Job lives a life of love and faithfulness objectively, and not because he has been dealt a better hand. The rest of the book of Job details Job's experience in continuing to find love and wisdom while his quality of life is systematically destroyed by Satan. The story of Job ends with the last chapter detailing how at the end of this experience, God lavishes good things on Job. Because Job has been loving when his life was in shambles, God is able to lovingly bless him without violating the objectivity of life's experiment.
My faith tradition also sees the value of prayer through the lens of a universe-as-testing-grounds model. That a causeless being would favor some part of this universe over another would be favoritism … and would invalidate the purpose of this universe. But a personal causeless being would not disqualify the universe's objectivity to grant selfless requests offered by one temporal being on behalf of others. In fact, the act of prayer on behalf of another is itself an act of love. Like Job, faithfulness to show love regardless of circumstances provides our objective testimony and allows that loving necessary being I call God to personally express love out without interfering with the primary purpose for this universe.
This all brings us back to what I think (if by now I can be accused of thinking … surely the stacking of unproven premises on top of one another hardly qualifies as thinking ;-)) happens after one dies. I do not know what happens after one dies. I know that the body ceases to function. I know that any recognizable existence in this world ends at that point.
I grasp that death like Anton Chigurh will keep coming until it has me. I grasp that hatred will keep charging until it has destroyed the whole universe. But by faithfulness to an ideal, I grasp what I consider a secret to this universe … that love cannot be destroyed by hate.
So my confidence is that love is a way of life that is not destroyed at death. Rather, one who holds faithfully to love even as he or she faces death casts their vote as one small part of this objective jury.
I see this in my faith tradition, where Jesus himself describes what happens after death as a sorting of sheep and goats in Matthew chapter twenty-five. While theologians often take this and other similar passages as inferring reward and punishment, I see in them a counting of a sort of vote. Those who lived in love (for fun read Matthew 25 as Jesus describes the actions of those he sorts … this is plainly a sorting of love and hate … not a sorting of religious affiliation) go to the right and those who lived in selfish hatred go to the left. As I best understand it, those who lived in love will join in whatever eternal existence looks like as jurors testifying objectively to the supremacy of love. Those who lived in hatred will join in whatever eternal existence looks like as jurors testifying to the total destruction of hatred. Regardless of how many choose love and how many choose hatred, … our final states will themselves give testimony that love itself is good, while hatred finds its end.
So, at death, I believe we enter into an eternal state testifying to the value of love or the impotency of hatred. We provide an objective testimony that the causeless being that caused this universe could never have provided, thus fulfilling the temporary purpose of this universe. Of course, if I am wrong I will not be able to do anything about it once I found out. Until that day, I will do my best to offer my life as a testimony to love, whether such testimony survives my body's death or meets its end along with me.
And so Chigurh will keep coming and I can't stop him. Like Sheriff Bell I am resigned. I dream of lost money. I dream that my father is up ahead am and he's building a fire. And I wake up.
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